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Still getting back into the habit of blogging again. Been a slight tenderness to my hands lately but meh. I'll live.
Anyway, my main LJ username is ENstasia so feel free to add me.
:) I like company and it IS a little lonely on there. 'course, lately, I've been spending more time playing Fallout 3 than doing much else save script revisions.
Again, you can find me here:
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) enstasia
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~StasiaCurrent Mood:  bouncy Current Music: "Nobody Likes a Bogan" |
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I know I don't post on here very often, but I was struck by sudden nostalgia so please forgiveness the 'oddness' of my posting here.
Over the past six years, things have changed so vastly--and in ways I would not have thought as good or important until this year. I graduated Drake with a B.A. in writing and my perceptions of so many things have changed. More than once have I thought to leave this journal or delete it completely, maybe revamp it, but I can never seem to find it in myself to do so.
I work on/co-create/write a fairly successful newbie comic, Ever Night, and continue to write. My craft is hardly the same as it was when I was a child or a teen. And I'm okay with that. More than okay. I continue to grow and change.
There probably aren't too many people who are still active on here. If you are, feel free to comment on this journal. If there aren't, well...I guess they were eaten by zombies or something. (I've been on such a horror film kick lately, it's so silly! But now I'm writing about zombies without the consumerist theory bull).
Anyway, I guess I ended up writing here to see how people were doing. I do have some nostalgia--okay, a lot--and I'd love to reconnect with old friends. There are a lot people in my life that have done better things in the long run for me than I could have thanked for initially. I hope I've done the same.
And hey...everyone grows up.
Just like the Stasia that started this journal, I am not the same because I grew up. I'm not fifteen/sixteen anymore. I'm bordering on twenty-four and that's how it's going to be. Getting older, day by day, moment by moment, but hopefully continually learning something.
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~Stasia Current Mood:  pensive Current Music: "Witchcraft" - Pendulum |
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Hey all. I know it's been a while since I've posted anything, but I wanted to share the fact that the webcomic I've been working on with my longtime friend, Kit, is finally online.
Okay, admittedly, it's been online for a while. But shh! Semantics.
Either way, right now I wanted to share the love with people on LiveJournal, and to ask two things. Please read, and please share. We're trying to get a good little base going so when we pay for advertising, we have a leg up ;D
The webcomic is called Ever Night
Links listed below, we could totally use a sharing of the love. :)
Facebook Official Page | Stasia (ENStasia) & Sarah's (Moophles) Twitters
So if you could check things out, share the love, and maybe join the Facebook page if you have a Facebook, we would appreciate it.
Thanks oodles!
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~StasiaCurrent Mood:  artistic Current Music: "Crazy Train" - Ozzy |
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 Current Mood:  accomplished Current Music: "I Write Sins Not Tragedies" - Panic! At the Disco |
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To: The bitches of the DCHS community (you know who you are)
Dear Pointless Wonders,
I'm sorry you have nothing better to do with your life than to talk about petty stuff behind people's backs and, truly, since my senior year is almost over as well, I was hoping most of you would have grown the hell up. Now, I suppose this was too much to ask, but since there is nothing I can techincally do this is what I can and will say:
1) I started this journal to vent some of what was going on.
2) This was meant to give my fan fiction readers some insight into my life because they're curious li'l buggers.
3) I haven't written anything in my lj that really smacks on anyone, and if it does, it's not on someone that attends school with any of us, or anyone even knows.
4) You don't know me more than a name and a few details that you can count off on your hand (in case you're not quite up to speed, that means that you can only name up to five things you know about me, at best).
5) I'm pretty pleased with my life overall, who are you to judge? I don't write entries poking fun of people I don't really know. The stuff I write is about what happens in my life (hence it being my journal) and you don't have a clue as to what I have to go through sometimes; and nor do I with any of you.
6) Seriously, you people need a hobby.
7) Boy, I guess part of me should be flattered that the byotches of DCHS decided to rear their less-than-perfectly parlor-puffed heads at me. Seriously, don't freakin' flatter yourselves.
8) You have shown me that narrow-minded stupidity and shallowness still exist in full-swing besides in the O.C.! *thumbs up* Congratu-frakkin'-lations!!!
9) I, at the very least, can take pride in the relationship I'm in. I still believe in romance and love and all those things - but perhaps I'm still a tad too mature for those who have nothing better to do than josh at what I write.
10) If this is so "OMFG WTF How the hell can this work out OMGOMGOMGOMG!"...why the hell are you reading it? If this is so stupid and pointless and beneath you (since you obviously think you're better than me, the girl dating a guy three years younger than her) why do you continue to read it? All it shows me is that you have no life.
11) Again, apparently, none of you have lives.
12) I could've sworn this was Dowling CATHOLIC High School. But you know, hey, I guess I was going to McHypocritcal Bitches High for the past four years. *shrug* I would've never known.
13) Most of all, I haven't really bothered any of you - hell, I try to avoid speaking in class against other people at all costs. Just not my style. I'd rather save all that juice for college. If I've wronged you, well, you must've wronged me first. If I was impatient or something like that, I'm sorry, but I try and keep under the radar, more or less. So again, it's your doing, not mine.
14) I've tried to just get through high school - why bother me now? It's almost over, graduation will come on May 27th and we won't have to see each other unless its for a reunion of some sort or we know someone involved with DCHS.
I've held my tongue a long while about things, I've tried to be patient and everything through all the crap I've endured as of late, so I'll say it again - you know nothing about me. This is me letting you know that I do realize what's going on, that I do have a sense of self and self-worth, and most of all, I do stand up when forced to. I don't care about popularity, I don't care about money, I don't care about all that - I care about writing. I care about my loved ones. I care about God.
So, no matter what you say or do, nothing is going to stop me or change my mind. I will date who I want, I will write what I want, I will feel how I want, and I will live each day as God wills me to - but you, who are reading this now with probably a mixture of horror, giggles, and various utterances of, "Oh my God..." *eyeroll* "This is so stupid..."...you will not tell me what to do or dictate anything about me.
So, leave me be. This high school dream and fanaticism will fade away soon enough, college will come, and everything will change - in the interim, find something better to amuse yourselves with until then, mmmkay?
Sincerely,
~Anastasia GrillCurrent Mood: accomplished Current Music: "Back in Black" - AC/DC |
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It's called dull life and it's showing at a town near you.
It's called real life, believe me every word I say is true.
Life's not cheap you know so priceless next to death,
live it while you can, live it every breath.
Straight lines. Black and white. A silent exhibition.
You don't have to be a prisoner of your own ambition.
Melody of life. We got a melody of life.
We are children of life in a reservoir of dreams.
We are counting on the night when nothing is quite what it seems.
They'll inspire your arrogance with a lack of thought.
Weilding power is a trick, so easy to be bought.
Nothing is too far away nothing's out of reach.
Look the world straight in the eyes. Stand on your own feet.
[chorus]
Melody of life. Symphony of love.
We got a melody of life. Symphony of love.
High life and low life and their life and your life. [x2]
[chorus]
Melody of life. Symphony of love. [x2]
Love,
~Stasia
Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 01:10 am
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Sorry, but there is a sleazy little bastard who thinks it is highly funny to leave B.S. on my live journal, so to get rid of said shit, I am going to disable annonymous posting.
Sorry, everyone.
Blame the asshole who has NO LIFE and should be shot in the head execution-style for your entertainment, because now I won't allow any more posting of that nature.
So...if you must be angry, direct at this self-indulgent, self-absorbed, needs-a-coke-bottle-to-get-some, excuse of a human being, teenage loser.
Thank you, and good night.
Love,
~Stasia
Apr. 10th, 2005 @ 08:47 pm
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